My Last Love Letter

hey EG-SH(EverGreen SweetHeart),

     I dont knew wheather to write this letter as a lover or a friend.Because you dont like me calling you as a lover.But i just wrote what ever  runs on my mind.I told you many times right ,whom ever i love more i wil miss them.Its happend here in patni too..

    It has been a while since the last day together, but for me it seems like years. I never thought that the end of all our moments of love, deep and  passionately emotions, our memories, our smiles and funny things together, our fights, our jokes, our fight with the world to find some peace and  time for each-other, every sweet and salt moment, falling tears, hurts and delights between us, would have an end like this. We crashed every  wall between us, made miles of way together, passed through a lot of pain, hurts and torture just to stay with each-other.

        When I saw you for the first time, standing with unni tom, so beautiful and loving smile, I was amazed that my heart could still beat that hard,you were the most beautiful girl(Ma-la-ga), my heart had laid eyes on in a very long time. Before being with you, I had heard of passion and love and seen it in movies; never dreamed that kind of emotion would ever come to me.

         I still remember the way you made me tingle with your cute and  honest smile. I knew from the first words spoken between the two of us, that things were never going to be the same for me anymore, and that I was going to have to sort out these mysterious feelings that I was having.

         After spending time you, I now know how real passion and love can be. You have opened my heart, and opened the gate to a new world for me.
                  Did you know you had such a power? haha

        My life is starting to become so different, even if my days seem the same. And I must confess that it's you who has changed my outlook. You have opened my eyes to some amazing new possibilities. I will forever be filled with a new sense of wonder and joy, because you have shared about  you  with me.

       Every night i sleep in the bed i think of  you. In every place i go, there is a sign of you. Do you how hard is that? Can you imagine how many memories  are still alive? I dont know how could you wil  forget everything . Could 2 months of memories be so easily deleted? I dont think so.One day you will understand that those feelings are still there, just you got some smoke in your eyes and your feelings were hide somewhere.Hope you will realize what you have really missed...

      I never thought I will miss you that much. I remember every piece of the story, and I lived the 30 Jan every day... The first day. The first time i look in to your eyes. So emotionally. So deep. So unknown. But that look will be lately the most meaningful thing of my life. It was like my breath. Without that look I dont know how to  breath anymore. Your smile put me out of dark. When I was thinking love doesn’t exist , you showed it to me. And I used to love you more than everything.But now, the time has just stopped. The sand-clock is dropped on the floor and is broken. It happened just when I was changing its direction to make it never stop. To start over and over again. It was the fault of my hands. I was thinking of you and forgot to be carefull. I tried to cluethe pieces together again, but it doesn’t work.Everything is so broken. I’m broken. my dream has gone. The smile is now only a memory. I left forever, my love wont disturb you. Its Just disappeared. Just so far away. And is being too quiet here without you. You left me alone…

    All i have from you now is only a picture. It reminds me of our happy times together. It is the smile you always used to give me. If i could only for one moment see you smile at me again... If I could have that look into your eyes one more time… But i know it won’t happen. At least i know that as long as that picture will exist, my memories wont be sweeped for a long time. And i keep it so strong with me. No-one can touch it, even see it. I still keep reminding the sweet of your eyes, the smile that gave me life and i keep hopping i will find you somewhere, before that feeling melts forever. You have been my strongest emotion, my deepest thoughts, my sweetest dream, my meaning, my love, my paradise. I use the last word so much, because if it really exist, it was the real one. I wish I could hold you in my arms just for one last moment, like before. I wish you were here...For a last dance before
everything becomes so dark...

   Thanks for giving me the pleasure of loving you. Thanks for being my everything, even for a while... I will be missing you...

     Yesterday i left patni, probably forever. Even though we are no longer together I knew I could at least see you every once in a while when I walked down the hall. Now i m gone. I miss you. I miss sitting beside you on the cushy couch. I miss smelling your cologne. I miss the way you would look at me when i tel tht i love u. I miss everything about you in every kind of way.You are in a lot of trouble because of me people say. But everything I hear is from others because you never hurt friends. i promised that i  never hurt you. Do you think that I'm mad at you?yes I'm.I wanted you back so much it hurts.
I love you very much!! Never forget that. I miss you and I'm behind you every step of the way no matter how much trouble you are in; I'm here for you always.

Bye..
yours _________________(u can fill it),
S-R-V